#im tired of internet people

[chronic-creation]

Stay away from r/fakedisordercringe and similar reddits, I have a habit of scrolling them to make sure I haven't been posted to them out of anxiety about it, but when I am posted there I have panic attacks and it makes my mental health spiral. It's best to just stay away entirely and never look. It's best to completely avoid interacting with anyone who spends the time to speculate whether or not someone is faking based on a meme they posted with a 15 second trending sound.

You can't tell whether or not someone is faking their disorders based on their internet history, and dredging up old posts from years ago just to harass someone about what they've posted in the past is quite frankly disgusting.

It's for that reason that I'm no longer going to be making system content of any kind online. I'll talk about my personal experiences on tumblr from time to time, and I'll make art about it, but the internet is not a safe place to be yourself or try to spread awareness about DID and other stigmatized disorders. I'm constantly being fakeclaimed and bullied on all platforms that I post on and it's something that my mental health just can't handle anymore. I really need to just focus on my mental and physical health, healing, art, and school.

Trying to prove to a bunch of people that I'm not faking my disorders that I've been diagnosed with has just driven me insane because even if you post your medical records, even if you have witnesses and countless pages and years of evidence in your favor, they will say you're making it all up and will harass you constantly anyways.

I'm exhausted from fighting and trying to prove myself to people who don't want to take the time to acknowledge they're wrong. they just want to hurt people. they don't care if they're wrong or right, they just want to cause despair and doubt to someone else.

and frankly, I'm fucking over it.

[greghatecrimes]

for the love of god

[beekneebabey]

I don't know how to say this intelligently but something is really bothering me about the reviews for the barbie movie complaining that she didn't go deeply enough into feminist critique? Like,,, it's the Barbie movie. It's not Feminist Theory 402. Also, it's a movie about how women are expected to be spectacular at everything they do and how exhausting it can be to be the representative for all women when you're just one of them and people really watched that and turned around to tell Greta Gerwig that the movie wasn't enough because it wasn't perfect?

It was heartfelt and funny and silly and hot pink and that is enough!! Where is the media literacy!! You all are legitimately hurting my heart with this trash take!! It's fine to not like the movie but how come movies about the "male experience" can be about SOME men but movies about women have to be the balm AND rage AND catharsis AND call to action for every woman ever??? It's the Barbie movie!!! Not Gloria Steinem's latest manifesto!!! Let it fucking be!!!

[eyeballs-in-my-head]

Any time I draw Sonic characters I curse the person who came up with their designs along with their entire lineage. This is probably why I draw Sonic fanart only every blue moon </3

I want to explain the joke to English speakers SO bad, but it'd probably take at least 5 business days if not more☹️ (exaggerating a bit, but still....sigh)

And that'd take away the fun from the funny. It'd just be...ny.

Like the noise you make when you're uncomfortable or tired or unpleased with something. "Nyuh...😒"

[ghostespresso]

staff logging on to tumblr dot com today

[maria-ruta]

Discord is basically a spyware program with the NSA crawling through it so no shit Russia blocked it. If I were in conflict with the USA I'd block all the shit I possibly could

usa is shit, but don't you come to my DMs trying to defend russians gov

bc they are shit too, I'd say they are worse but honestly I don't think its productive to argue on which's government is crappier

[orphetoon]

legend of zelda fans making it real hard to be a legend of zelda fan

[hindahoney]

I refuse to sell out my own people just because the conversation makes people upset and uncomfortable. I don't care if my opinions are palatable to non-Jews. I'm here for Jews and nobody else.

[megaloserrr]

i know i am not at all a big creator i'm just some guy with some internet access and an account and friends but even then all of this, fandom, internet fun, its all become so incredibly insufferable to be in? the only reason i made a tumblr was so i could post my art online and maybe get some validation and silly for it, and because there were strangers on the internet who would share the same opinions as me and we could interact via shared interests and love for content we both enjoy but never actually ever know each other personally and as someone whos been in the undertale fandom since i was like. a genuine child, how did fandom culture go from fun and joyous to genuinely exhausting and like walking through a landmine? i understand trying to weed out all the genuinely shitty people, but like, atleast on my side with my friends, and of course one of the bigger online presences in them being kia, why is it so unimaginable that people are friends with eachother outside of fandom discourse that doesnt hold a single candle to anything in real life? i'll tell you this much; whatever shit my friends like to draw doesn't do anything to me in the real world all of this "blocklist" shit (which, by the way, never has to be made public, if you really want a blocklist make it in private or dm people if they want it), is so dangerous and it's absolutely insane and incredible to me that nobody in the rabid anti spaces can see it as a genuine danger that has real world consequences until things don't exactly go "the way they wanted" why are you airing out, generally average and pretty fucking normal, people and artists around on a list expecting whoever's on the internet to see it and have an ounce of etiquette? and, actually, why are you even willing to put out public lists in the first place? does it not fill you with regret? i fucking hate dreammare as a ship and i dont like the shit that people would consider proship, if anything i'm pretty normal, i just dont give a fuck about what people do in their own little spaces because i can choose not to go in there. so why are you choosing to put me out on a list as if i personally hurt you? like i drew incest brothers and sisters kissing with nsfw written all over it or some shit? brother the only social media that i post publicly on for the world to see is this one!! tldr please leave me the fuck alone and have some idk, sympathy? i dont look on tumblr much, i'm busy you know, living on my own barely a year after turning 18, its not very fun running the risk of harassment, and knowing that people are stalking you and your friendgroup constantly over shit that doesn't fucking matter to you

[violentlyexplosive]

it's always so funny to me when i get a new follower and they have shit like "proship DNI!!11!1!1" in their bio or pinned post. like brother my blog is not a safe space for you (neither is the entirety of the real world, but I don't think you people are ready for that conversation. on account of being probably 12 years old. cus that's what you're acting like.)

"censorship is bad" should not be a radical take in the year 2024. stop trying to sanitise the internet into some uber-puritan, ultra-virtuous, squeaky clean space. like what are you, catholic? i beg of you- grow up.

[mandiemegatron]

For the people who keep sending asks or leaving comments like "why do you self ship with a fictional character" or "stop being fucking weird and fall for real life people" -

First of all, there is literally no harm being done by self shipping with a fictional character. It's literally just for funzies, bc I am incredibly aware that they will NEVER exist.

Second, It's a comfort thing. Feeling like this character would care for me and love me, when this world has been nothing but cruel to me my entire life, it makes me feel like I can handle what the world throws at me. It gives me strength to keep going, knowing that this character I love would be cheering me on, even just a little.

Thirdly, it fills me with a huge ICK trying to be attracted to real life people. Sure, there's some super hot dudes/women out there but those are real people, and shipping yourself with real people has real impact. People don't deserve to be treated like a piece of media, people are PEOPLE, and they deserve a shred of respect, and it's disrespectful (TO ME, MY OPINION ONLY) to be so horny for a real person that you ship yourself with them. Like sorry, but you won't catch me shipping myself with like, Tom Hiddleston. I like him, I find him super hot, but I'm not gunna ship myself with him, ya know ? He's a real dude with real feelings.

This is literally just for fun, but some of you are taking the fun out of it by being awful and cruel human beings. Don't like what you see? Then block me. Let me be in my little bubble with my mutuals who understand and you go be with yours. The answer is in YOUR hands, and it's called the block button.

I'm not hurting anyone 😞 just stop.

[serenedash]

leans into microphone.

I don't listen to people that haven't played a new Kingdom Hearts game since 2006. Yes yes kh2 we all love it yes kh2fm is amazing yeah yeah we've all see kh2. Play more kh games, that is literally game number 3 in a series that's like 15 games ongoing. "It's confusing" it's just long as fuck so its a lot of information to take in and that's okay. People literally take so much time and care to explain the series and lore to people who are lost. Like just say you enjoy kh2's gameplay and move on, if you really cared about the series AS A SERIES you'd be paying attention to it as a whole. "Dream drop distance what a stupid title!!!" that is the LEAST stupid thing that has happened in this series. "It's on too many consoles" watch a cutscene movie. Read a wiki page! I own a Playstation TWO!!!!!!!!!! like I have nothing more recent other than my switch. Do you think I've played every game lmao??

Anyway stan kh mobile games I don't care if you don't like them its not a hot take by any stretch of the imagination to not like them. You should read my khux/dr plot summary actually <3

[spider-man-2o99]

“why are you always only ever talking about, like, spider-man 2099’s childhood and mental health issues instead of posting panels of him Biting People” uh. because... spider-man 2099 the comic book... also does this.?

[beemovieerotica]

here's a take you can cancel me for: it's exhausting when transmasc spaces require censoring of any mentions / discussion of pregnancy or periods under the premise of not wanting to trigger people. because I'm sorry but if you are specifically in a space that exists for the discussion of the unique issues facing trans men / afab people then you cannot prioritize your own discomfort to shut down normal everyday conversations. you cannot hold your inability to regulate your own social media consumption over someone discussing their own body, not yours, because you have framed dysphoria as the universal hallmark of the trans experience and cannot fathom when a trans masc person would be glad or excited about the prospect of getting to have their own child, and other people are sharing in that joy. there are servers and chatrooms for people who are not comfortable discussing any aspects of what the vast majority of adults experience where you would be welcome to talk about sanitized topics.

[sleepyyghostt]

any time i remember that trump supporters are in any way associated with christianity i feel fcking insane

[lightbulb-warning]

i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself